Unrequited
I have many things to give thanks for. It is so much easier to complain and rant our ways off everyday, however, today I realised how I lack that gratitude towards so many blessings in my life. Sometimes, we just tend to look at the negative bits of things and start complaining.
The pasture always look greener at the other side, somehow.
Today, I learn to give thanks for my circumstances. I learn to be joyful in spite of the struggles I am going through. I learn to look at the happier side of things. I learn to smile again.
I may not be the prettiest girl around. I may not be the smartest student in my year. I may not be the fittest person. I am what people call boring, plain, odd and possibly anti-social. I may have all sorts of emotional problems, eating disorders and a pessimistic mind. But despite the broken and shattered sinful self, He never gives up on me.
I am not worth being pursued.
Yet Christ died for me. The biggest prize to pay.
It is still an awesome huge chunk of reality for me to bite in.. but God’s love is way beyond human comprehension. Indescribable.
The hormones may be a little maniatic, but I think some of them are working, at least. 
Alright, taking a nap now!
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Posted by: jefferi | November 1st, 2009 03:19
you’re the smartest in class ok! hoho!!!
sleepy..
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lynnx01 reply on November 1st, 2009 6:40 pm:
Maybe the most hardworking.. and that was in the past anyway. Don’t dwell in the past.. look to the future!
ps. I sleep 20 hours a day now.. grr
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Posted by: lynn-w | November 1st, 2009 15:38